Oh, what adventures!

Today is one of the wreched days of which I am quitting smoking. I'm not seeing my family this year for Christmas in Vancouver, and I am between jobs until Jan 15th 2007. After almost half my life of smoking, years of being victim to tobacco, I finally have the time and the Zoloft to take responsibility for the damage I have done to my lungs. I picked up that cigarette back in 1989 where I used to work, and haven't looked back since now. Wow, all the things I figured I would have done differently, especially since I was a workout fanatic.

Strangely enough, it feels like my mind is running through all the years that I have smoked now that I have quit. I think this is the enursia from discontinuing smoking. I know that it doesn't last forever, but it's fucking hell to get through. When you are a smoker, that special "feeling" or craving is always in the mail, when the nerves in your brain feel like they are not getting what they "need" to calm YOU the fuck down. I could go on & on about the benefits of quitting smoking, but compared to this urge to have just 1 more, the more immaterial it seems to become. That's where Zoloft comes in.

This product is the pharmacology answer to quitting smoking. I've never tried it before, so this is quite an experiment to behold. This stuff is a mood stabilizer, so that it covers up the cravings of quitting smoking. The dose for me is 2 pills per day. I have already taken 2 by 1pm today. Hopefully I will be okay until bedtime.

I think I need to get out of the house. Go get some preparations for this weekend. Having some friends of Tyler & I over for some Christmas cheer this weekend! Everyone that's coming over is a non-smoker, so it will be easier to get through this without having to blow through second-hand smoke. No gifts, gifts are for kids, just lots of food, some drink and lots of ganga. How about some MJ butter on some of those mashed potatoes?! Mmmmmmmmmmm..............paradise........

Well, I was doing some digging on this whole mid-east war, connections with the Butcher Bushies and dictators. Michael Moore is only touching the iceberg on this one, and on a daily basis. This crime family has been the lifeblood of the Illuminati for over a century. This family is responsible for the deaths of some very famous people and thousands of not-so-famous people. I did some investigating on the murder of JFK Sr., and for the head of the CIA, a government career was set after the horrible incident. Who? George H.W. Bushie. Is that who he had to murder to gain access and privledge to the society he was affirmed member?

Gee, let's see if history can repeat itself. Who did George Jr. have to murder to gain access and privledge just like daddy? JFK Jr would just logically follow suit. Georgie Jr is and was the next manchurian candidate ladies & gents. Just like Adolph Hitler was the manchurian candidate for the Nazi Party during WW2. In fact, the funds came from Bush Grandaddy, Preston Bush, to fund the Nazi movement in Germany, making it seem to the Germans that there was only 1 political choice for them after WW1.

After WW2, the governing body of the United Nations was created by the Illuminati. So was the League of Nations. Gee......let me think......someone's looking for 1 world government somewhere. What Bush is going to be blamed for when history is written, is WW3. When again, the Illuminati is looking for a One World Government.

Will they succeed? What crisis would they need to pursue to get everyone afraid again? Another tower demolition, poorly disguised as a terror attack? When the Nazi tradition be stopped is anyone's guess. Perhaps there is a way to bring these people to justice for the century of war crimes they have committed, without any justice being served.

These are big fish to fry, and in my opinion, there are some people that should be put to death to be returned to their obviously pathetic maker.

Canada is in the unique position to fry the fish, even temporarily, when the bushies demand something from us. Uh.....no. How about Bushie Jr. Announcing to the Canadian media that we should be on board for the Missile defense System that has never passed testing. Nice going Mr. Martin! Nice burn from the Great North! We could go back to the war of 1812 again, Mr. Bushie!

Also, the evil DEA coming into Canada to arrest a non-violent seed seller. They've called Marc Emery the biggest drug kingpin in the world............for selling seeds that have never killed anyone ever. The US nazi gov't, want him to spend the rest of his days in jail. While CIA Drug Cartels run cocaine & commerce out of Columbia because the money is so fucking good, but the DEA looks the other way. This makes me sick.

What is Canada going to say to the Nazi US Government in May when the final attempt for extradition charges are brought to the Supreme Court? Um........no.

Wow, I do feel better! Getting all that nasty research out of my system has allowed me to feel a certain sense of clarity. Ah.....